It got to me

I broke this morning at Church, i have had enough. I wish i had never agreed to take the kids away. Im sick of being bullied, argued with, over looked and completely disrespected. I'm going over to see Alison later... we can decide the way forward. I'll carry on - i always do, but the point is it isnt fair. I shouldnt have to take this. Alison and Julie were amazing this morning, looking after me. Its just the accumalation of everything, the pain and the stress.
Im really struggling today. Please pray for me.