Ok now im cross

Im not going to give details - it wouldn't be fair. But it seems that how ever hard i try i cant do the right thing. When i do, i get insulted, rejected and hurt. If it was from kids i could almost take it - but not condone it, but from the parents it just makes me question why at all i do this. Its just insane and upsets me greatly. Im in pain, but im still doing this. I could have quit and refused to take all this, but im still doing it. Im not asking for recognition... im asking for the respect i deserve. I am going to give in to the bullying... purely because i cannot cope.