The next step...

The next step for me is apparently more surgery :( .
Im not sure how i feel about this. I know I need it, and that it might help. But I still have to wait 8 weeks and the pain is getting worse.
So October 17th will find me in hospital with Professor Barrett sticking a telescope in my knee and grinding away the underneath of my knee cap.... great. Then I will have a 5 week recovery time to endure. I really really really struggled after my last op, so im quite worried.
Prayers appreciated.